Saturday, April 08, 2006

[ last resort ]


Sometimes I find that I wake up and face the day for the most fucked up reasons. To get disrespected, walked over, and unappreciated. To help, to be there, only to get slapped in the face in the end. I'm not going to bother trying any more.

Broken Home - Papa Roach

Broken home
All alone
Broken home
All alone

I can't seem to fight these feelings
I'm caught in the middle of this
My wounds are not healing
I'm stuck in between my parents
I wish I had someone to talk to
Someone to I could confide in
I just wanna know the truth
I just wanna know the truth

Want to know the truth

Broken home
All alone
I know my mother loves me
But does my father even care
If I'm sad or angry
You were never ever there
When I needed you
I hope you regret what you did
I think I know the truth
Your father did the same to you
Did the same to you

I'm crying day and night now
What is wrong with me
I cannot fight now
I feel like a weak link
Crying day and night now
What is wrong with me
I cannot fight now
I feel like a weak link

A weak link

Broken home
All alone

It feels bad to be alone
Crying by yourself, living in a broken home
How could I tell it so all y'all could feel it
Depression strikes hard just like my old earth would tell it
To me, her son, she told me I'm the one
Pain bottled up about to blow like a gun
Stories that I tell are nonfiction
And you can't take it back cause it's already done

BROKEN HOME
BROKEN HOME

Can't seem to fight these feelings
Caught in the middle of this
My wounds are not healing
Stuck in between my parents

BROKEN HOME
BROKEN HOME

4 Comments:

At 2:42 pm , Anonymous Anonymous said...

:(
mmmbaby!
I wish I could be there to do more for you and I say that everytime but I just feel so... unable to just put an END to all that shit at home.

You've never once deserved any of what you've gone through there, I "want" badly, to get you out.

Just away from all that unjust abuse and wrongness.
I love you completely and when you get completely over looked and under appreciated like this it honestly makes me angry.

They don't deserve to have your presence around them.
"I" DO!
:(

I love you nicole, we will get you out of there baby.

 
At 12:29 am , Blogger the lover said...

Sometimes the best way to deal with it all is to act. Pretend it's a scene from a movie, and pretend to be somebody else, so that it doesn't affect you. I know what it must be like, it was like that for me before. But I guess I grew to detach myself, and now my family life is just one whole drama script. :) Hm. Doesn't get any better. x

 
At 10:55 am , Anonymous Anonymous said...

*Parts ocean, leaving Nikki with ample room to wander across the to the land of Oz.*

*If that fails, blows up life boat.. and throws it across the ocean to the other side.*

*Then if that fails, asks Jeremy just to reach over with his long arms.*

and of course... always with room for two so Nikki has company on the ride over.

 
At 12:58 am , Anonymous Anonymous said...

Aiyo...u so silly...
Nothing is really so bad la!
People should stop listenin to them sad emo weirdo songs!

Haha!

U take care boobes...i mean...babe!
See ya soon ye...

 

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